Where you feel like nobody really cares about you? That every word people tell you is just a lie? You just feel like they’re just telling you things, trying to make you feel better without even meaning it. You feel like no one is really there for you, even when others say they are. It’s just a confusing feeling, because you just don’t know what to believe.
…is shitty. Really shitty!
do you ever just feel like you’re just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and you’re just never good enough because there’s always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you have literally nothing to fight against with
Finally I have one free weekend after 2 month and what happen?
The car of my workmate is broken so I had to appear for her.
I totally know it’s not her fault and she was so sorry.
But whyyyyy? Fate whyyyyy?
And now I have to go to rehearse. I hope it won’t take so long that I have a little bit of my Saturday.
See you later guys! /sob
My back hurts like hell. And because that isn’t enough life said ‘Kiss the floor. Hard!’ and destoryed my new Jeans. OTL
Well, my back hurts even more now so I’m going to the doctor tomorror.
I wanted to finish the pic for my new theme today. I hope I can so it! *sigh*
what if Earth was like “i’m done” and flew into the sun
Internet friendships are so fucking beautiful to me but they’re also heartbreaking and fucking torturous because you literally cannot be physically present any time you want and it’s the worst feeling, meeting someone who is perfect for you in a platonic or romantic way but they just live so fucking far away.
My dentist numbed my half face and if I’m unlucky he has to treat my nerves on a tooth. But he wants to avoid this so I have to wait 6 weeks expect I have aches.
Besides I mustn’t eat ‘till the daze is gone. OTL
I want you all to pity me!Q__Q But I think nobody will pity me because I live in f*cking Narnia and no one of you guys is on. *cries